light being

what i am doing

mailings

centering prayer
lectio
action prayer lord in you i put my trust

welcoming prayer
give up my desire for admiration and esteem.
give up my desire for security and safety.
give up my desire for power and control.
give up my desire to change the situation.

go to the library
read 45 minutes
writing one hour

centering p.m.
spiritual reading.

writing in p.m.

practice one hour on the machine.
read one hour on the court reporting book.

if anything happens.
i am not going to change anything for a year.
joan is not doing too good.
i don't know how she keeps on going.
she is so tired.

i know that when i have been tired
i wouldn't mind death
if death came when i am tired
i don't mind it at all.
so i know how joan feels
she is tired
i know it.