fear of creativity

wonderment
hesitation
pause

goal
fearless creativity

the greatest risk of creativity for me is mistakes, rewriting
error, wrong choice, time

failue to me means, not getting it right
time consuming, having to do over, over and over and over.

creative failure to me is
not making sense of what i write

not enabling other people to understand
what i wrote.

question: creative freedom to me is writing gibberish
and making sense of it.
being and doing what i feel like

what part or parts yourself is is your creative journey asking you to die to
what other people think

limiting beliefs
rigidness of catholic religion
inhumanity
perfection

the physical
the spiritual

creative freedom feels like weightlessness,
no barriers, no box, not bound by my beleifs,
open to other thinking,
seeing with a third eye,
beining intuitive
talking in metaphors
links
attaching physical and spiritual
a link between the two
stories of the divine humanity


focus of creativity is
the link b etween the physical and the spiritual
that's the creative spark.

that's where all the storeis come out of
the chaos
the gibberish
the nonesense
the not making sense